my life my memories.

2008-07-27T13:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
i wonder who actually still visits this blog and reads it.
i see cobwebs all over this site! haha.

well, my previous post sounds absolutely depressing!
so im here to make up for it!

life's not tough no more!
recently, ive been a rather happy girl!

midyears were much better than last year's.
you should totally track back to 2007 archives july or something. i probably announced my triple Ugrades. heh.
now, i see no Us. (:

and friends around me are true and lovely!
i cant imagine not having them by my side.

all in all!
im loved! heh. (:

okay it's nice blogging here again!
but i guess it'll be a long time till i next blog here again!
so.......
take care everyone!

BYE! <3

2008-01-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

oh noo...
i have been neglecting this blog.
but its stupid to blog on both sides right.
so ya...

well, life's been rather tough for me. but it will get better.
why tough?
well, thats for me to know and for you to find out.
(:

alright.
goodbye...

2008-01-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
orientation was GREAT today. (:
i enjoyed myself cause im much closer to the group now. (:
yupp!
i will update tonight when i get home kay.
going out now! (:
to watch A.V.P! haha. yupp.
BYE.
<3

2008-01-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

ORIENTATION WEEK!!!

kill me please. ):
it sucks to be a retainee. ):
oh wells.
thats for not studying eh?
yeah.

alright.
going to bed now.
NIGHT.
<3

2008-01-01T22:12:00.000+08:00

aliciangshihui.livejournal.com

well well. i didnt expect that to be the link.
they asked for username.
so i put that.
and when i registered, thats my link already.
SHIT!
haha.
oh wells. going to stick with it then. (:

2007-12-30T00:27:00.001+08:00

okay.
guess im officially going to move over to livejournal.
it's nicer to use. (:

but i will update here if i have the time yeah!

tata.
<3

2007-12-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

good afternoon!
i just woke up.
hmm lets say twenty minutes ago?
yeah.

well well.
went out out out yesterday.

met charm adeline alph peter jeremy and gabriel.
we went shopping!!!

i met them at far east for a bite.
shihlin chicken.
fried mars bars.
coke.
horlicks.

then off to isetan scotts.
to pass ashleyjoshua a lollipop.
haha. (:
we couldnt go into the private sale.
so off we went to wheelock.

wooonderland it seems.
adeline got her pair of jeans.

and then some went smoking.
the rest were off to ZARA!!!
wah sale sale.
but the queue at the fitting room was a killer.
so yeah.
we just slipped on.
charm wanted to get three quarts.
but she abandoned it at the longgggg cashier queue.
haha.

forever 21!!!
only me and adeline.

the rest were...
off to cotton on.
peter wanted to check some polo t out.
yeah.
and no one bought anything but adeline again.
hahaha.
she bought a set of pj.

sara and connie joined the group here.

next stop?
BOTAK JONES!!!
haha.

everyone ate but me.
i had no appetite i dont know why.
oh wells.
i had to help with charm's and sara's cajun chicken though.
they couldnt finish.

gabriel and jeremy were being annoying.
haha.
but it was HILARIOUS.

well well.
all in all a great day.
i had fun with those people.
pictures when i get them kay?
yupp.

after eating, charm and i went to wait for gabriel at braddell macs.

instead of gabriel, andrew appeared.
haha.
then we bus-ed to lorong 8 for supper.

gabriel joined us.
and then ashleyjoshua too.
(:

well. andrew ate chicken chop.
i had two bbq chicken wings.
and then charm and andrew left for home.

bryan joined us cause he couldnt get to sleep.
talked and talked.
t.a.t.i.o tatio.
tiam la.
kaopei.
HAHA.
i love them. they make me smile.
haha.

bought food for miss agnes ng and walked home.
with gabriel.

and my sister was being such a bitch!
i reach home she say she dont want.
wth man.
at least my brother ate it.

alright.
now now.
im going to meet charm in a while's time i guess.
tata!
<3

p.s DEREK'S BACK! (:

2007-12-27T03:59:00.000+08:00

national treasure was great.
really.

alph me yow sara charm and gab watched it.
(:

then off to lorong8 for supper.
hmmm.
yow didnt come.
she went home.

yukai bryant sk and joshua joined us.
so did bryan.
haha. (:

then home sweet home at about 2am.

alrights.
may be moving over to livejournal! (:
night people. (:
<3

2007-12-26T15:32:00.000+08:00

shit!
im late.

okay going town now to watch national treasure.
i'll update you tonight!

LOVE.

2007-12-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

happy christmas eve!!!

alright!
im off to midnight mass!
(:

2007-12-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

stayed home the whole afternoon.

met peter grace and james at 7pm.

we watched...

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS.

well well.

quite a nice movie. (:

yupps.
after the show, we went macs.

little james ate happy meal!

then grace had nuggets student's meal.

i didnt have any appetite.

oh wells.

oh!

and james had his chocolate mudpie.

hahah.

sooooo cute.

gosh.

i will kipnap him one day.

MUAHAHAHA.

then we sent the two little ones home.

and off we go to town.

met ash lucas william colin and jeremy at wheelock starbucks.

and the minute we reached, we all left.

wahlao.

at least i got time to get drink ah.

william la. never confirm whether the rest staying till late.

haha.

colin's dad picked him up.

ash drove.

so we sent jeremy and william home.

then the rest of us headed to upp east coast road for ba chor mee.

but i didnt eat again. no appetite.

oh wells.

after that we sent lucas home and went rk to meet bryan and nicholas.

chat till about 2am.

then home sweet home.

and im having cramps now.

that sucks.

mens came today.

wth wth wth.
):

chalet tomorrow some more.

argh.

alph's band concert tomorrow!!

love you alph. see you.

alright. pictures of the cuties. (:

james. (:

his chocolate mudpie. (:

he claims that his eyes are the biggest that way. aww. so cute.

graceeee. (:

the two of them. (:

peterrr. (:

alright.

that's all.

no pictures with league people though.

okay im talking to alph on the phone.

better give him some attention.

heh. (:

LOVE.

2007-12-20T15:23:00.001+08:00

fuck.
one of my cousins just told us that she cannot make it for the chalet.
and if we didnt call her to check if she could go get the food with us, we probably wouldnt even know.
so irresponsible.
and this is not her first time.
arghhh. JIAHUI!
wahlao.

now, we might call our friends.
i will call league people. definitely.
and my cousins can just get their friends down.

see. people with names starting from J sucks.
especially ahem.
hahaha.
J for jerk.
right gentleman?
right bernie?

okays.
yayyy.
im soooo OVER that bastard.
deleted every photo that has got to do with him on friendster.
like three days ago.
well, he deleted ours longggg longgg time ago when some bitch stepped into his life.
hahaha.

my profile is changed too.
(: (:
happy happy alicia is BACK.

my msn grouping too.
i deleted the #1 my beautiful group.
LIKE EWWWWW.
should be beastiful intead of beautiful man.
haha.
no la.
no special group for him.

all the pictures in my phone and all the crap all DELETED.
thanks to emy.
(:
love you girl.

wahh.
you all should see what i saved his name under my phone's contact list man.
oh ya.
like every single people i talk to tell me to just delete his number.
hahaha.
i didnt know he had so many ENEMIES.

oh yes.
the speed dial in my phone too.
number 8 & 9 were his number.
well, it's replaced with my LOVES.
heh. (:

hmm what else huh?
i dont know la.
everythinggg.
everything's all done.
he's to be wiped out of my memory.
HAHA.

okay shall not waste anymore time talking about such a person.
im going shopping with my cousins!!!!
for tomorrow's chalet.
heh.
(: (:

okay bye people!!!
<3

2007-12-20T03:36:00.000+08:00

i got to tell you that he waited all his life
for someone like you to come make the wrong things right
i know he didn't have the answers all the time
but you can't tell me that you've never told a lie

we're almost twenty-three and you're still mad at me
so much that i said to you and i want to take it back now
twenty-three and it's so sad to me
you tell the world i'm dead to you
but i know you want me back now

was it fun for you to watch him fall apart? -watch me fall
and suffocate him while you held him in your arms -in your arms
i swear to God i wish he never let you in -let you in
and i just hope we never hear from you again

we're almost twenty-three and you're still mad at me
so much that i said to you and i want to take it back now
twenty-three and it's so sad to me
you tell the world i'm dead to you
but i know you want me back

wasted on you
wasted on you
wasted on you
so much time i've wasted on you
wasted on you
wasted on you
on you
on you

twenty-three and you're still mad at me
so much that i said to you and i want to take it back now
twenty-three and it's so sad to me
you tell the world i'm dead to you
but i know you want me back now

2007-12-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

reached home a few minutes before twelve.
hahaha.
cinderella eh?
(:

wells.
i met daddy gentleman bernie and wesley at lido.

my real daddy sent me and my sis to bishan mrt.
and i trained with my sis.
wow.
it has been a long time.
haha.

met them, talked and crapped for awhile.
then i told daddy my bastard story.
haha.
yeah.

bought tickets to enchanted.
i watched it already.
but the four of them havent. so i just re-watched it with them.
see, im so nice. haha.
i was kind of bored watching the show again okay.
(:

after getting tickets, we had like 40 mins to spare.
and i was hungry.
but we decided to shop for wesley's parent's christmas presents instead.
got them!!
perfume and cologne.
a set.
so sweet.

then it was time for our movie.
so off we go.
i got chips and a large drink.
and i spilled it! ):
and a woman carrying her baby fell cause she slipped on the drink.
oh man. i felt so bad i swear. ):
then they gave me a new cup.
and,
i bought the drink for everyone to share, but no, no one drank.
so ya.
wasted like 3/4 of it.

after the movie, gentleman had to go meet a friend for dinner, and so did i.
so we all dispersed.
most went home.
yupp.

i met darling at tp.
then went to marina square for dinner at thai express.
wahhh.
damn full.
darling paid.
THANK YOU!! (:

then we left for town.
met bryan and janis.
they went shopping for presents.
so ya.

left town to go thomson.
wanted to eat at prata house.
but it was closed.
must be cause of hari raya tomorrow.
haha.

so we went to have ice cream at i forgot what the shop name is.
but i went there before.
with league people.
yupp.
i think it was on charm's birthday.
after crab shack.
ya ya ya.
correct.
haha.

then home sweet home.
darling gabs was being so sweet to send me home.
yeah. (:

bathed and here i am.
i have a long day tomorrow.
to sleep.
hahaha.
then get stuff for my cousins' chalet!!!
ahhhh cant wait. (:

okay pictures now. (:

my dearest gentleman of all. (:

loveliest daddy in my life. (:

best kisses in the world

gentleman gave me a kiss too.
but he was too camera shy. haha.

incomplete family. but we're still happy together! (:

bernie!!!

i spilled the drink. see that feet sticking out on the left? she's the lady who slipped with her child. oops.

charles alicia wesley jerald

the five of us. (:

daddy's hand shook like dont know what.
all blur.

okayy. i know im damn short okay. ): oh wells.

THAI EXPRESS WITH GABRIEL. (:

i got bored while waiting for the food.

the food finally came.

softshell crab.

softshell crab plus watermelon lime.

beef curry.

tomyum steamboat soup! (:

when i couldnt eat anymore.

okay thats all for now.
goodnight people!
LOVE.

2007-12-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

hello people!
gonna have a great day today.
im sure.
heh.

going to meet daddy gentleman and bernie.
and i dont know who else will be there.
so excited.
miss them so so so much!

okay byeeee!
<3

2007-12-19T03:50:00.000+08:00

home sweet home.
peter was so sweet to send me home. (:

wells.
met gabriel bryan william and yow for sakae sushi.
wahlaoooo.
damn full ah i tell you.
we ate buffet.
and i ate before i met them.
nearly died.
william wasted money.
he have never eaten jap food before.
so he wasnt use to the food.
yupp.

then off to mass. (:
so holy righttt.
alph joined us too.

then met all the league people after mass.
colin adeline steph cheryl jeremy and eric (colin's friend).
plus the sakae people.

went to interchange to meet grace charm and janis.
off to loncle's house.
took 238.
yeah.

we all lied to say we cant make it.
then he act act say a lot of league people there.
rubbish. heh.

then bbq all.
the guys played soccer.
the girls ate and talked and gossiped.

alcohol when young ones dispersed.
niceeee.
then talked talked talked.

people started leaving at around 1130pm.
i stayed on with colin eric bryan loncle peter and darling.
then by 3am, it was only me bryan peter and darling.

we left at about then.
walked.
bryan first to go off.
then darling. he offered to walk me home. so sweet.
but it was late so i rejected.
then me and peter walked. talked. caught up.
i miss peter!! (:
meeting him grace james for movie soon!
yayyy so excited. (:

here i am.
talking to darling on the phone now.
he's being so nice.
accompanying me to wait for my hair to dry.
all the smoke smell.
yupp.

okay pictures!
enjoy.
(:

2007-12-18T14:42:00.000+08:00

i've been trying to reach you
cause i got something to say
but you're talking about just nothing at all
and you're slipping away

we were crying together
it was a long time ago
before you walk out the door
and leave me this way
just here what i say

you make me feel
you make me real
for the rest of my days
in so many ways
you make me feel

i've been trying to leave you
why should we go on like this
but my heart can't breathe
when i hear you say
it's better this way

you make me feel
you make me real
for the rest of my days
in so many ways
you make me feel

ten thousand light years away from you
keep thinking maybe it's time to let go
but by the end of the day i still want to say "do you?"

you make me feel
you make me real
for the rest of my days
in so many ways
you make me feel

2007-12-18T14:38:00.000+08:00

okay.
im going to meet gabriel and others for sushi!
yummy!

then off for mass and loncle's party!
(:

will update tonight.
tata.
<3

2007-12-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

woke at 12pm today.

i had a dream. haha.
hilarious.
about that bitch.
i told her to return that bastard to me in my dream.
and she said no cannot. its too late and too bad.
then i laughed and say okay then good luck to you.
hahaha.
damn funny.

wells.
brand new start today.
i felt good.
like seriously.

met emy at cine at like 230pm.
supposed to be at 2pm.
but i was late.
as usual.
thats me for you.
heh.

i wanted to take a cab cause it was raining.
and i forgot that the cab fare increased.
so i got up the cab.
and said to go to cine.
then the driver was like telling me damn jam all.
then i looked at the meter and asked him to drop me at braddell mrt instead.
then i changed my mind to j8.

WHAT THE HELL okay.
from my house to j8 it was like $4.20.
wah lao.
killer ah.
i take to jude's house only $3.30.
last time laaa.
gosh.
the world's killing everyone.
hahaha.

so i took train in the end.

met her at subway.
i was so excited telling her how bastard he was last night.
i ended up only taking two bites of my food.
and the cookie untouched.

then darling gentleman, bernie and nathaniel came to look for me!!!
awww.
i love gentleman.
*muacks*

then then then...
i told them about the bastard again.
i was on replay mode.
hahaha.
it was so crazy ah.
gentleman and bernie was not used to me.
heh.
im good guys!
no worries.

poor bernie.
she broke up two days again.
YOU GO GIRL. you'll be fine.
nathaniel broke up a month ago.
wells. you can do it boy!!
haha.
BE HAPPY. like me. (:

went off to taka and wisma with emy.
then to borders and then home sweet home.

i had a family dinner with grandparents, parents, siblings, maid, aunt and uncle.
woohoo.
yummy.
i enjoyed dinner.
it's for daddy's and mummy's birthday.
daddy on the 15th and mummy on the 19th of this month.
jude's mummy's is also on the 19th.
cool eh?
heh.

after dinner it was home sweet home again.

considering to meet gentleman.
but then we're both tired.
so we shall rest at home, talk and the phone and meet on wednesday instead.
yay.

got to go watch my show!
tata people!!!

p.s. LADY LOVES GENTLEMAN. (:

2007-12-17T12:39:00.001+08:00

i only have these pictures of last day of camp.
got to get the rest from ash. heh.

but nonetheless!
the twins!!!!
kevin wong wei jun and joseph wong wei jie.
aw man. so cute.

left kevin right joseph. (:

2007-12-17T03:47:00.000+08:00

settled.
and im glad.

know what?
i think im too nice i got bullied.

went there, waited, and finally got the point.

"what you want?".
that was the first sentence.
so rude right?

then in between was.
"it's over, get it into your head okay?".
i regretted what i did.
and he said,
"i told you not to regret. and you said you wouldnt. next time think twice before rejecting someone".
so fucking rude right. gosh.

then then he keep saying,
"if there's nothing else, im going up. ive got a long day tomorrow".
must be meeting that bitch.

then, i asked why no more.
he said,
"because i dont like you anymore and i have someone new and i like her a lot".
and he said she nice.
because she lets him say fuck.
like what the fuck right.
he was the one who wanted to promise me not to say fuck.
in the end he also said it throughout our relationship what.
mad.
dont know what is his problem.

"you made this happen. and nothing's going to change anything".
"too bad im a guy. i forget easily. i do the impossible".
"i wanted you back so badly but you didnt give a damn what. so now why must i give a damn".
"thats your problem now. not mine. dont tell me about your problems".
WHAT THE FUCK.

what a bastard.
i cant believe this man.
ive never seen him so rude and fierce and all.
well, i guess thats when you dont love that person anymore.
it's like GUYS totally suck?
they forget easily and they get someone new easily as well.

not all GUYS actually.
maybe it's only jude.
cassanova as ive said.
he can never live without having a girl by his side. NEVER.
i can tell you that if the bitch leave him or he leave her, a week or two later, there'll be someone new.
thats the trend so far.
oh and they met online.
how desperate.
it was since june.
i feel so cheated.
ewww.
disgusting.

oh and she's such a loser.
scardey cat.
set friendster to private all.
so sudden.
scared to show bitch face la.
no choice.
cannot blame.

well, towards the end, i felt GOD. im serious.
my hair on my hands stood.
with a voice ringing in my ears.
"jude's not the guy for you. he doesnt deserve someone so nice like you. leave him. he'll regret in time to come".
i was wearing my thick thick jacket. i wasnt cold.
but i felt something.
someone.
telling me, someone better will come by.
jude's not worth it.
I AGREE!
i let him go up.
and i didnt shed a tear.
till now.
strong i am huh.
thats cause GOD is with me. always.

come to think of it.
i really dont deserve to get a boyfriend like him.
someone who'll use violence when he's angry.
eh bitch, watch out eh.
he'll grab you and throw you onto the wall, cupboard or bed.
or he'll push you here and there.
slam the door behind you.
everything a guy shouldnt do.
what more your husband to be.
haha.

yupp.
after much thought and many true friends' advices, i felt good.
many told me he's not worth it.
he replaced me so quickly and all. and he was a bastard.
im lucky i have these TRUE friends that some people dont even have.
when his girlfriend dont want him, he got no one to turn to but his mum. and he wont.
poor thing.

alright.
guess i have to hit the sack now.
exhausted after one whole day of crying.
my eyes need rest.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS.
goodnight world.
<3

p.s. tomorrow is gonna be a brand new start, like the relationship between jude and i never happened before. (:

-you go girl!

2007-12-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

rccl camp 2007 is over!
):

kind of sad but kind of happy too.
sad cause the kids are gone.
happy cause i get to sleep.

the kids were fantastic.
they brought much joy to the seniors.
though there were some problematic ones.

it was really tiring this year.
every night after de-brief all of us were dead.
we even woke up late this morning.
yeah.

my group won second prize for skit this year!
yayyyy!
well done nemo.
thats my group name by the way.
and dominic who played noah won the best actor award. heh.
the skit was about noah's ark.

praise and worship was GREAT.
i loved the songs.
so did the kids.
pastoral and arts and craft screwed up a little.
but im sure the kids enjoyed themselves.
lastly games.
it was much dirtier this year so everyone had their fun.

food was good.
the kids ate what they were given.
and they were happy.
so yeah.

the seniors were great.
especially the six heads.
yeah.
kudos.

everything went well.
well, not really for me.
but its all good.

cant wait for camp next year.

oh yes. no pictures for now.
cant find my adaptor.
some other time yeah.

for now, ive got to settle some stuff.

alright.
im going to bathe.
tata.

2007-12-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

you could be my unintended
choice to live my life extended
you could be the one ill always love

you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one ill always love

ill be there as soon as i can
but im busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before

first there was the one who challenged all my dreams and all my balance
she could never be as good as you

you could be my unintended
choice to live my life extended
you should be the one ill always love

ill be there as soon as i can
but im busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before

ill be there as soon as i can
but im busy mending broken pieces of the life i had before

before you

2007-12-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

no intention to invite a third person.
but whats done cannot be undone.

well.
the story have been told.
now its a disaster.

knowing she regrets and feel sad is the last thing that should happen.
pride still lingers.

because if anything were to happen,
she want it not to be out of pity or sympathy.

de-railed.
everything.

same situation once went through.
quits now.

maybe the only choice now is to bid farewell.

so long farewell.

2007-12-12T03:38:00.000+08:00

MAYDAY.

rivers of tears rolled down the cheeks of two.
hearts cringing tight, just waiting for love to soothe.

one feeling abandoned.
and unwanted.
tenderness in speech literally disappeared.
a show of concern seemed a thousand miles away.
where is that he for her?

puffed up eyes as she lay thinking through the mistake which might have been made.
whats happening to the fairytale that has just begun?

wishing for the call back to him.
fearing that love has dissolved into nothing.

asking nothing more but for that love to return.

the other sailed through dark grey clouds, when the storm abruptly arrived.

bottled up emotions lay deep down in that corner.
that familiar look surfaced all underlying sadness.
the world seemed to crash down.

memories flowed like it was free.
remembering all times.
imagining a third person taking over.
how does that feel?

the entire body weakened and fell into a million pieces.
pride destroyed everything.
the devil played a part too.
drawing me further away from what my heart adviced.

a swing present in days to come.
will beautiful sunshine still await there?

same thing.

asking nothing more but for that love to return.

2007-12-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

going to bathe now.
then off to church!!!! (:

2007-12-11T02:56:00.000+08:00

CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH CHURCH!

i love church.
have been visiting it rather often now.
preparing for annual children's camp and all.
im soooo excited for it.
to see the young ones once again.
ahhhh.
(:

saturday's senior outing was fun.
the amazing race.
but it was terribly tiring.
at least dinner made it up.
although i had problems eating.
haha.

alright.
im really exhausted now.
after a day of hockey, church, then to qh's for class gathering.
his house was fantastic!!!
not everyone came.
but we sure had fun.
i miss my class so so so much. ):

hmmm now it's time to hit the sack.
GOODNIGHT world. (:
<3

2007-12-11T02:39:00.000+08:00

the familiar face ive longed to see.
the smile i havent seen in ages.
a tinge of sadness and regret fell upon.

a cold gust of wind blew from your direction.
to know that a new lady came by.
disappointed but defeated.
lips sealed tight.

a beautiful chapter blew up into flames.
but, who's to be blamed?
no one else but the first person.

only thing to say is to wish all the best for everything in life.

p.s you've been missed

2007-12-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

braces on.
dr ho chose the rubber bands.
so it's like green and red.
haha.
christmasyyy.
heh.

oh mannn.
i couldnt eat for two days.
cannot bite and all.
poor me.
i ate wanton mee today.
i swallowed most of it though.
but at least its an improvement from porrigde everyday right.
im quite fast already actually.
my cousin took at least a week to eat proper food kay.

met grace and charm at tp.
discussed a little about camp.
then off to town.
miss yow had her interview.
me and charm went to borders.
then to heeren to eat wanton mee.

i went to buy nail polish with yowie.
then off to gardens for dinner again.
(: (: (:
i owe a kiss alright.

bus-ed down to tp.
went ecp for dinner again.
i didnt really eat.
just dessert and all.
yeah.

have been visiting ecp quite often.
haha.

home sweet home.
wanted to paint my nails.
but lazy to wait for it to dry.
so ya.
will do it tmr.
(:

alright.
training tomorrow at 9am.
NIGHT world.
<3

p.s i love my cousins. (:

2007-12-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

up at 8am today.
damnnn tired please.
haha.

went 1pm novena service.
then home sweet home. (:

bathed, painted my nails and went for mass.

went town after that for dinner.

and home again.

such a boring day rightttt? hahaha.

oh wells.
it'll definitely be better tomorrow!
PROMISE. (:

okay night world.
<3

2007-12-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

just got home half an hour ago.

hmmms.
went marina square.
watched tattooist.
well, it kind of sucked. heh.

then went to meet patjiejie for dinner.
and after dinner we took one hour plus bus ride.
my gosh.
i had a bad bad headache ah.
we wanted to go esplanade.
so we took 162.
but then we were so comfy in the bus that we decided to just take all the way to yio chu kang.
but stopped at amk instead. haha.

had dinner with another friend at amk.
then i cabbed home.

*yawns*
tired.
headache.
fever.

NIGHT WORLD!
<3

2007-11-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

extracted two teeth today.

patricia jiejie bluff.
the injection was not pain at all please.
bitter only.
hahaha.
i called her before i went to extract and she scared the shit out of me.
she said "oh okay good luck. surely die."

well everything was okay.
not pain.
just a little scary when pulling out cause of the tension.
yeah.

then pat still say what after extracting i wont want to go out wont want to talk wont want to see anyone.
but i did the opposite.
i didnt go home and i talk as per normal.
haha.
BUT it hurt a little when the anestatic was over.
then, i really didnt wanna talk.
haha.

now my mouth feels weird.
cause there are two holes. heh.
im so brave right! two at once. (:

hmmm didnt eat after that.
had tomyum in the afternoon and meehoonkueh before dental.
then no food all the way.
im sooo gonna lose weight. (:
i hope.

alright. got to go now people.
need to go cj tomorrow.
sigh.
night!
tata.
<3

oh wells.
it's over now!
im two steps nearer. (:
hahaha.
to think i will never dare to do it.
i did it!
think the impossible eh?

2007-11-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

braces here i comeeeee!

wahh.
this is so scary.

went for consultation today with pat jiejie. (:
did the x-ray and mould thinyi!
and i took pictures. hahaha.
so fun!!!
(: (: (:

then extracting two teeth on thursday.
supposed to be tomorrow.
but activites are all lined up!
so thursday it shall be.
ohhh man.
im so scared for that.
the injection and all.
it's going to hurt soooo much. ):
*cries*

then putting on the braces next tuesday or wednesday!
yay. so exciting.
hahaha.
red green red green for christmas?
hahaha.
we'll see!

alright thats about it!
night people!
<3

2007-11-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

friday!
i skipped physical.
and guess what?!?!
they modified it to a 4 rounds run, dog and bone and match.
wahhhhhlaoooo.
oh wells.
but i got my sleep. hehe.

met charm in town at about 330pm.
cause this girl here was late!?!?!
still can warn me about being late.
hahaha.

we went to collect her shoes.
they fit now!
haha.
she's a happy girl.
and then she bought another pair of shoes.
haha.
she has something for shoes la huh.

and i was there fretting over my zebra ring that only one shop has.
and there wasnt a new piece!
and like three diamonds dropped.
and like so many people tried!
but i still made a decision and got it two bucks cheaper.
heh.

then......
i went to shop a little and bought a dress.
oh man.
i spend so much now a days.
i REALLY should keep my eyes at home.
hahah.

yesterday i went for novena.
then i went for mass.
haha.
so holy.
hey but thats what i do every saturday okay.
heh.

went to bedok for dinner and then to terminal 3 to look around.
wanted swensons but the people at airport didnt have ice cream in their entire life before.
the queue was like @#$%&*.
madness.

so we went down to greatworld to watch enchanted!
it was soooooooo nice.
i love it love it love it!
but its such a girl show i bet all the guys in there watched it cause of their girlfriends.
well one of us fell asleep!! heh.
and he's a guy!
haha.

then home sweet home.
here i am..
i just woke up not too long ago though. yupp.
going to search for a new phone to get! (:

tata!
<3

2007-11-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

hockey on wednesday was fun.
was a friendly against punggol primary.
and they are damn good. i swear.
better than us la wth.
thats cause they play for 3-4 years already.
but STILL.
they are like so freaking small. so embarrassing for us.
especially me man.
i committed a foul. ahhhhh. lucky no one noticed.
heh.
by the way the most embarrassing thing was the score.
0-0. ):

went out with evadne after that.
ate mos mos mos. hehe.
and i got my guess wallet!
yay. (:
so happy.
and an elmo bottle for a depressed friend. haha.

went to renew atm card today.
before league artsandcraft meeting.
yeah.
ate banmian after that!
haha. it's been a long time...

then off to town with charm.
shopped for her heels and belt.
and i like liked this pair of shoes and i like sort of bought it!
ahhhh.
i spend so much la.
$75 on clothes last week. $60 on my wallet. and another $30 for the shoes. oh man.
this is bad bad bad!
and the worse part is that my old atm card is inactivated cause i like reported lost.
so i couldnt buy the shoe.
but charm was so nice, she helped me get it first!
yay. love you charm!
haha. (:

talk talk talk talk talk.
then took a long train ride home. heh.
(:

i ate porridge at maxwell before heading home though.
yum yum.
century egg porridge.
hehe.
so happy.

here i am....
dont really want to go for training.
but i think i should la.
it's like PHYSICAL!! ):
but its only an hour and a half.
well well.
sigh.
maybe i'll go maybe not. heh.

alright. going hit the sack.
NIGHT!
<3

p.s tuesday's my dental appointment. and here comes braces!!! so scary. ahhh.

2007-11-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

tampines kovan angmokio novena bishan.

slept, ate dinner and off to j8.
to meet pat jiejie.

then to bedok!
wanted to have cheng teng.
but it was closed. ):

kampong glam next.
haha.
got cheated please.

looked for cheng teng at tp lor5 and lor4.
dont have dont have dont have.
):
feel like eating cheng teng!!! ):

braddell macs next.
didnt feel like eating sundae.

so...
home sweet home.

alright.
going to sleep now.
got hockey tomorrow.
yeah.
NIGHT WORLD!
<3

2007-11-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

went to eat nasilemak for dinner. (:
then off to town.

shopped for a new wallet.
found one i liked at guess.
but i was like so so so indecisive i had a problem.
well, this is alicia for you.
heh.

bugged my cousin for awhile.
then gave up.

went to eat at food republic.
walk around for awhile.
then went to borders.
saw tanya there.
hahaha. it was like... i dont know? weird? but we smiled. (:
heh.

then home sweet home.
took 54.
and i had a damn bad headache please.
wahlao.
nearly died.
i cant take buses for nuts.

okay im going to sleep.
NIGHT people.
<3

2007-11-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

WAHHHH.
oh my gosh ah.
im damnnn bored la please.
staying at home is a killer.
HELP!!!

i think i better go find someone to go out with.
or maybe my cousins or something.
heh.
if not i think i will DIE.

okay bye people.
enjoy your holidays!!
<3

2007-11-19T01:59:00.001+08:00

this is ridiculous.

a girl named rachel from yj is so screwed up.
i cant believe she's got the guts to tell someone she hates me when she can tell that same person that she dont even know me.
she said she dont know me but im damn screwed up.
guess she based it on looks only.
well girl, take a look at yourself in the mirror first.
i heard you look like crap.
and your gang? act cute people who think you all are damnnn pretty. oh man...
try harder? haha.

OH! and that person you told actually said YOU are the one that's damn screwed up.

people in yj call you stick legs.
or whatever, i cant remember.
but i just know that you didnt leave a good impression on the j2s as well.
and... stick legs or whatever, i suppose you know it's not something to be proud of.
and a friend of yours being mentioned as hmmmm BRICK FACE!
HAHAHA.
wtf.
when i heard that i laughed like crazy. like seriously.
square face and stick legs...
ewwww...
cant imagine meeting people this way.

well i guess you shouldnt offend people whom you DONT KNOW.
it's kind of dumb.
fight and bitch among people of your same kind.

oh wells.
you brought out the bitch in me.

2007-11-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

changed my msn and hotmail.
wahhhhh.
damnnn troublesome ah.
cause like i have to group everyone ALL OVER again.
wth man.
BUT!
im finally done! (:
so happy.

but.... now i have problems with the non-messaging people.
i need to email them to tell them my new hotmail.
but thats easy. (:

alright.
im going to bathe.
tata!
<3

2007-11-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

CHURCH DAY!
(:

i better get ready now.
if not i will be late AGAIN!
heh.
knowing me....

argh.
i hate cramps. ):

anyway well done 1t35!
those who took sup papers on thursday!!!
you ALL promoted!
JOB WELL DONE GUYS!
LOVE.

okay gtg.
bye people.
<3

2007-11-12T20:56:00.001+08:00

watched 200 pounds beauty! (okayy i know im sloww...)
NICE! (:
i guess having a wonderful body and a pretty face is every girls' wish.
so what more would an obese wish to have?
heh.

MARIAAAAA AVEEE MARIAAAA!!!

2007-11-11T20:25:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING!!! (:

met char at 230pm.
when we were supposed to meet at 130pm.
oops.
miss alicia ng overslept.
AGAIN.

i slept at 5am yesterday okay.
cant blame me.
after liverpool fulham match i went to wrtie my diary.. hehe.
char also woke late.
so ya.

went to far east first.
had long johns.
SO GROSS.
yucks.
the worst service, worst serving, worst taste.
damn gross la the taste.
and so little.
gosh.
even toapayoh is better.

oh wells.
then we went to shop shop shop.
i bought two tops from far east.
plain but nice.
at least i like it.
char and i got earrings too! (:

then walked over to wisma.
went topshop.
got two undies.
heh.
nice nice! (:

over to forever twentyone and cotton on.
the clothes are like not very nice.
quite ugly this season.
so didnt get anything.
and cotton on's sizes were like for giants!

hmmm. off to zara.
loved some of the designs.
but didnt get anything.
queue for the changing room was freaking long.
i was lazy.
and tired.

mango.
wanted to buy this tank top for ten bucks.
i like the colour.
but i bought two tank tops from far east already.
so ya.
didnt waste the money.
maybe next time.
but it was damnnnn cheap.
ten bucks eh..

then we went to WH.
nahh.
nothing much.
bought a drink from mos.
made us more thirsty after drinking please.
gosh.

went to pull and bear.
got a cute shirt!
haha.
elephant one. heh.

lastly heeren.
char had to get her havannas flipflops done.
the stud came off.
yeah.
i bought a ring from there too.
6bucks.
char got earrings.
yeah.

wells.
today i spent about 75bucks.
):
thats like a lot please.
but i havent shopped in a long long time.
so its okay la huh.
heh.
so happy.
char didnt get much.
everything she tried on today didnt work.
oh wells.

she's off to dinner with her big family.
grandma's bday.
im home for dinner!! (:

watching manU match later in the night!
heh.
alright got to go!
BYE!
<3

2007-11-07T20:08:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!

wells.
i have to see brother paul in 2days time.
):
SIGH.
hate the feeling.
im scared. ):

anyways...
got up at 12pm, bathed, went out.
forensic sciences.
haha. not gross at all can.
as in seriously.
not sarcastically.

then had gastric.
so ate ban mian!!!
it's been a long time since i ate that.
heh.

home at about 5 plus 6.
slept till 711pm.

and guess what???
i woke up to go running!!!!!!
hahaha. (:

ran from longkang all the way to bishan park (didnt go in. heh. next time next time.) then back through mrt station.
yupp.
but i strolled at the mrt station. cause too many people. all the rj people.
heh.

then came home.
ran 10 stories up the block and took the lift down.
HAHA.
tired already.

home at about 750pm?
yeah.
this week hockey self-training cancelled laaa.
so decided to go run on my own. heh.
(:

okays.
shall have a little dinner.
bye people!
<3

2007-11-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDE!!!
(:

2007-10-28T03:02:00.000+08:00

hey.

these few days ive been feeling alright.
just that i cannot forget things that are happening at school.
so when am i going to know whats on brother paul's mind.
anyone?
please tell me.
i cannot take this stress.

i may seem like im happy.
i may seem like ive forgotten.
i may seem like i dont care.
i may seem like im in peace.
i may seem like im okay.
but the truth is, im so not.
im still worrying day after day.
SIGH.

oh wells.
pw pw pw.
it's coming to an end.
finally.
i hope i get like a B?

friday mrs toh had another op dry run with us.
and she said i had a good delivery.
(:
big improvement from the first day.
but i need to lengthen my script.
shall do it tomorrow.
good luck to me for pw!!
and for the whole of 1t35. (:
love you guys.
i cry when i think about leaving you guys. ):

chinese As on monday.
what crap.
ahhhh.
how do you get the mood to study when youre not sure if you have a school to attend to next year?
wahlao.
i hate this la.
thats for not studying people.
dont regret.

alright.
sleep time.
night people.
<3

2007-10-26T02:24:00.000+08:00

sigh.
im going to miss t35.
):

they were so sweet.
they bought a cake today to celebrate my birthday.
belated though.

the surprise was quite successful because i didnt suspect anything.
heh.
well done well done.

anyways.
it was OP today.
mrs toh didnt come.
so another teacher took over.
and she's so much better because she cares to give comments.

but our class being so special would have to go back to school tomorrow because mrs toh wants an extra OP with us.
just because she wasnt free today.
argh.
she spoils my sleep time. ):
HMPF.

alright.
thats all.
got to go sleep!

thanks t35 once again.
i love you all. (:
<3

2007-10-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me.

wells.
i dont know whether im happy or sad.
probably sad.

but thanks jude for being the first to celebrate it with me. (:
it was nice.

thanks everyone for wishing.
and some even singing.
so sweet.
thanks so much.

LOVE ALL OF YOU! (:

2007-10-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

didnt get to meet brother paul.
although i am damn scared, i wanted to get things done today.
but seems like he's not ready.
we'll just have to wait.
ahhh. i hate this.
):
im sad.
im depressed.

thank you guys for being there for me.

nat, for being in the same boat and comforting me.
eun, being there like always. i love my mole.

phebe lizzy meishan val mel natgay christi natsoh wanli janelle jojo jeff andrew brian jianwei hansheng and all. practically my whole class. it hurts to leave you guys. but i love you all.

justin, for baking me cookies and yiting for following him to deliver them.

mandy and gabriel to be there to listen.

lanz talking to me now and then.

alph! for being the best buddy ever since ive know him.

jude, for checking in on me every now and then. thank you so much. i appreciate it the most.

emy for writing in an email to be there like always. bestest sis ive ever got. LOVE.

yow for always being the best girlfriend. making jokes to put a smile onto my face at this point of time.

cheong for helping me to think positive.

denis for being a listening ear.

gentleman and daddy for being the best family to me.

shouzi for helping me bring my mind away from the troubles and calming me.

boss for taking me on rides. along with mrs boss. heh.

bernie melinda and all for reading my blog and worrying for me.

liling jiejie of course is the bestest i can ever get. she helped me feel better last night. she's even willing to help me in some way. *im not saying!* hehe. jiejie i love you. you've never failed to be there. really.

meihua jiejie for making everything sound the best like always.

and lastly my cousins.
especially patricia jiejie. i love you. and im sorry for upsetting you alright.
char. same there. i love you.
pris too. love love. all the best for As. (:

alright.
i just pray for the best now. (:

2007-10-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

brother paul spoke to the 43 of us yesterday.
in a way telling us to go to poly.
because it may be better suited for us.
argh.
this sucks.

i hate this feeling.
like seriously.
):
whyyyy.
why must i go through all these in my life.
i hate this okay.
):

my father dont care.
my mum dont know anything.
my brother will just die if i told him.
howww.

monday im going to speak to brother paul.
all by myself.
because no one in the family is willing to give me support at all.
they will all just take me as a failure.
a major one.
they'll just leave me alone to suffer on my own.

there's no one on the earth now that knows how i feel.
not even the other 42 people.
because we all have different families.
and probably mine is one that doesnt give a damn about anything.

i will fight on my own.
i will do what im supposed to do.
i will.

it's just a terrible time of my life now.
it's really disgusting.
and i cant believe im going through this.
it's horrible.
really really bad.

but no one understands.
):

2007-10-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

over.
it's all over.

three Us once again.
all h2.
wth is wrong with me can someone tell me?
why am i doing so badly.
i hate myself.
i wanna kill myself.
and im serious.

jumping off the building, taking pills and charging for cars came across my mind for the past few days.
many many times.
im scared but i really dont know why im thinking this way.
this is so NOT alicia.
the alicia i knew dont give up so easily.
everything she'll see as blessing in disguise.
killing herself is the last thing she'll ever do.
guess this time it's really really bad.
sigh.

not only i feel horrible for having to leave the class.
but my "wonderful" daddy dont understand a fucking thing about me and the jc life.
all he ever knows is to scold and nag and all.
i really never meet my church friends for very long already.
why dont you believe me.
i really tried my best.
but i had not enough time.
is it my fault that im a slow learner?
is it my fault that i am stupid?
i told you many times that maybe retaining isnt really a bad thing afterall.
it may do me good.
maybe i just need three years to complete my Alevels?
all this must have happened for a reason.
right GOD?
i pray and pray. but the result is still like that.
it must be your will.
right?

why is all these happening to me now?
why?
i cant handle stress.
im weak.
im upset.
im lost.
im broken.
i lost my mind.
i feel so alone. ):

what am i supposed to do now? ):

2007-10-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

it's raining.
):

i used to like rainy days.
especially when im sleeping.

but now, the rain makes me feel sad.
i dont know whats happening.
the world seems to be crashing down on me.
):
i have been feeling so depressed these few days.
i go out everyday to make myself feel better.
but its not of any use. ):

AHHHH!
i hate my life now.
why must there be promos?
why must there be so many problems at home?
why are all my friends feeling so depressed these days?
argh.
life sucks.

i dont feel like blogging anymore.
bye.
):

2007-10-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

hey.

hmmm.
got back maths.
kinda depressing.
i got like a U.
): ): ):
im so going to retain la.
oh mann.
GOD please help.
):

cried the entire afternoon in school already.
so sad la. ):

and like open house was like so boring.
so little people came la.
i saw trini and ben loncle though.
yupp.

after open house on friday, i went home bathe change and went to SICC.
met my class for dinner.
then bowling and pool.
heh.
qinghao like pain half of everything.
it's his father la.
cannot be him. heh.

then we met this pair of twins.
royce and ryan.
damnn cute.
like 8 years old only.
then they damn pro at pool. they won jianwei and jeffrey.
heh.
damn naughty also.
took my bag to swing when i didnt close it.
then i go carry the boy and swing him.
and he kicked me. now blue black.
damn pain la.
wahlao.

after that we all called like three four cabs.
all left for a different directions.
yupp.
then i left with three others.

watched my resident evil 1 & 2 at night.
haha.
nice nice.
but i realise all the endings like shit.

yesterday went to meet some old friends.
then went for novena and mass.
and dinner at like orchard tower.
tomyum!
heh thai food.
then went to look at trannys. (:
hahaha.

watched chuck and larry in the night.
then home sweet home.

supposed to do pw today.
but didnt in the end.
cause phebe not feeling well.
and then i suddenly got relatives out from malaysia.
so ya.
decided to do online instead.
cause tomorrow not many can turn up.

wells.
might have another class dinner tonight.
(:
then maybe meeting gentleman and others!!
(:

okay bye people.
take care.

CHAOS IN MY HOUSE.
WHYY.
more break ups.
):

2007-10-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

wahh.
my chinese like getting worse lehhh.
so annoying. got back promo paper and i got an E! wth.
sighhh.

tomorrow econs.
and im so dead.
i just pray for a subpass la.
highly impossible i guess.
):
i wanna cryyy.
lord pray for me?
i love you jesus. please la... help me..

depressing days of my life now mann.
whyyyy..
sigh.

but i have movies to watch tomorrow!! (:
resident evil 1 & 2.
cause i watch extinction and now i wanna watch the first two. heh.
this is the only thing that i caan smile at.
movies.
away from school work.
):

okay im going to write my diary.
long over due one.
haha.

NIGHT PEOPLE!
<3

so many break ups recently.
so many quarrells.
so many tears.
so many heart aches.
so many misses.
why do we all suffer the same fate in the month of october?
):

2007-10-10T18:45:00.000+08:00

depressed.
damn freaking depressed.

teachers have been going through exam answers.
and things arent looking too good.
):
oh mannn.
): ): ): ): ): ): ):

im so worried and scared now.
i dont wanna retain.
or worse, get kicked out. ):
i dont know what to do.
ahhhh.
i feel lost.

someone help!!!

2007-10-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

): ): ):

school's starting tomorrow.
this sucks. ):

i dont wanna get results back. ):

2007-10-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

yay!
it's a holiday today.

hahaha.
okay im going out!
BYE PEOPLE!
<3

2007-10-05T00:34:00.001+08:00

geog paper was okay.
hopefully i pass la.
but i left the first ten marks blank.
totally cant remember a thing.
):
pray i promote everyone!!!

i love my brother.
he was so nice and comforting.
first time in my life.
i guess im old enough.
thanks korkor.
(i told him i was stressed and scared)

anyways after school, went cine hongkong cafe with t35.
i ate century egg porridge.
not very nice leh the egg. not fresh.
but oh wells. i enjoyed.
then the guys went to play pool.
the girls went shopping.
hahaha.
so fun.

i left them at about 6pm.
went wheelock nokia care.
then taka singtel.
then to eat at east coast lagoon.
then home sweet home.

just bathed out not too long ago.
and im online now!
im so bored at home.
i wanna go out!!!
someone bring me out pleaseeeeee.
haha.

finally i didnt have to study today. feel so relaxed.
but stressed too.
about other stuff.
sighh.
oh wells.

okay got to go sleep.
celebrating friend's birthday tomorrow!!
night people!
BYE.
<3

2007-10-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

hello.

wells. ive been studying everyday so no time for this.

anyways monday's chem was oh mannn.
hiya.
never mind.
studied from 1pm to 12am plus on sunday also like no use.
):

i just hope i will promote la okay.
people, pray hard for me. (:

anyways after chem, i went for lunch with some t35 people.
haha.
quite nice ah the jap food. (:
then we played murderer.

after lunch was balls of fury.
wahhhh.
maggie q is damn FREAKING HOT ah!
oh my gosh.
she's the sex!!! haha.

then pool.
then cabbed home.
daddy was flying to italy that night.
and then i study study till 2am plus plus.
heh.

yesterday was the same exact thing.
ate lunch, studied, then had dinner then study. haha.
wah lao.
so boring.
slept at about 2am. (:

okays.
today?
i think its the same thing? haha.
so ya.
going to study now.
BYEEE PEOPLE!
love.
(:

2007-09-29T00:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOWIEEEE! (:

2007-09-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

hello.

just got back from studying not too long ago!!!
hahaha.
not very productive.
but oh wells.

my ipods down.
so is my phone.
and the people at macs were extrememly noisy today.
sooooo annoying.
and they were so cheena they dont even know what optimistic is.
and that girl's in Uni.
wth.

anyways.
ya.
study study.
ate macs.
ewww i dont like macs no more.
so sick of the smell.
must be the frequent studying there.
heh.

hmmms yupp.
chem's on monday.
i better buck up yeah.
AHHHH.
stress.

okok.
byeeee people.
gonna sleep early and wake up early.
go for novena, study then mass!!
yay! (:
all planned.
NIGHT ALL!

2007-09-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

hello.

sigh.
promos....
i dont know what to say. really.
just hope to subpass both maths and econs and promote.
):

i feel sooooo sad and depressed please.
i was crying while practicing maths yesterday.
can you believe it?
i was so stressed up.
):
i want to control also cannot.auto cry.
oh wells.

okay monday's chem.
hopefullyyyyy i can pass it la huh.

alright im going to shower and go macs to study.
bye people.
good luck.

just thought of dumdum. (:
you make me smile.
love you babe!!!
hehe.

2007-09-24T16:43:00.001+08:00

hello.
just got back from j8.
went grocery shopping with eevonjiejie.
wth wasted my whole afternoon. ):
oh wells.
going to study soon.

went to jude's house on saturday after studying at braddell's macs.
we watched 300 together! (:
so nice.
hehehe.
all the guys all so hot. ((:
and it's a true story.
how noble. haha.

then he came over to my house to stay.
went back over to his house to study on sunday afternoon.
but before that, we had turtle soup!
haha.
it's been a long long time since i ate that.
yummy.

study study study.
not very productive but oh wells.
then i left at about seven plus to go home for dinner.

and i had a surprise! (:
liling jiejie and ah fu jiejie came over for dinner!
oh and vinny was here too.
haha.
so funnn!
missed talking to all of them.
but i was soooo full i didnt eat much.
cause i ate rice at jude's house earlier on. ):
we had so much bbq stuff.
left over from the chalet. haha.

then i bathed and left my house to go find jude again.
ahaha.
had a little hide and seek game and finally back home. (:
we slept at about 2am.
zzzzz.
hah.

woke up at like 6am plus.
cause judypoo had to go school.
heh.
took train with him.
then i stopped at bishan, took 54 and came home.
i reached my block before it poured. (:
lucky me.

and then sweet sweet dreams.
woke a like 12pm? hahaha.

jude had his chinese oral today.
hahaha.

alright.
thats all.
tata. (:

2007-09-22T11:04:00.000+08:00

study day today.
sighhh.
so boring...
oh wells.
just a little while more!
persevere.

i still hate cramps.
its killing me. ):

2007-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh!
check out this blogskin.
sooooo nice and childish right???
i love i love!
ahhhh so exciting. (:
yay!

i still hate cramps. ):

2007-09-21T20:05:00.000+08:00

ahhh shit.
I HATE CRAMPS.
it sucks sucks sucks.
the minute i got up from sleeping it hurted like crazy until now.
wth wth.
oh my gosh.
irritating.
wah laooooooooooooooo.
):
BIG BOOOOOOO!
):

2007-09-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

hello.

back from gp paper.
wth man.
DIE already la. ):
i wanna cry.
so freaking hard.
i pray i pass.
please GOD.

oh wells.
just had chicken rice for lunch.
with my jiejie! yay.

okay.
going to bathe and take nap.
bye people.

2007-09-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello.

homesweethome from studying.
heh.
actually i came home because i had a stomach ache. ):

wells.
i had chicken rice for dinner.
wonder if it was the cause.
doubt so la huh.

came home at about 845pm.
yupp.
soooo tired.
went out the entire day ehhh.

im so bored of studying.
oh wells.
just a little while more.
shall persevere! (:

alright.
got to go now.
bye people!
<3

2007-09-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

OFF TO STUDY AT MACS!!! (:
tata!
study hard people!
<3

2007-09-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

hello.

gp is in two days.
wth wth wth.
die alr.
and econs is next thurs.
ahhhhhhh.

okay i ended school at 1pm today.
daddy picked me up and i came home to go crazy with jiejie and eevon jiejie.

auntie bought food home at about 330pm.
so i ate and then went to sleep.

got up at like seven plus watched tv and used the com.
oh man.
okay.

wells.
sunday i went to watch friends play badminton.
at like 10am in the morning. all the way at bedok.
@#$%^&*((*&^$#@!
then went to eat at the food centre after that.
and back to tp.
slept for like a few hours then off for dinner.
and home sweet home after that!
oooooooh. its cold. hahaha.

monday.
dai mummy and gugu came out to singapore.
but i went for a nap and when i woke, they left to go pingyi's house.
hahaha.
studied in the night. (:

yesterday.
i came home.
and like lihong and biying and the aunts were at my house.
WAH DAMN NOISY.
tried sleeping cause i had headache.
but one hour later im still awake.
so i left the house at about 5pm plus plus to go tp to study.
yeah.
then had dinner.
and i came home at like 12am. (:

alright.
thats about it.
there's no school tomorrow.
so i shall wake up early to go out to study!!! (:
so scared.
okay bye people!
<3

2007-09-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

hello.
finally it's the end of the week

wahhh written report killed me. my gosh.
the whole entire week was wr wr wr and nothing else.
im going to die for promos.

and last night me and phebe didnt sleep at all.
we offlined at 645am to go to school.
wth right?
brian didnt sleep much. just 20 mins to pretend he was sleeping.
if not his father will kill.
the other two slept way before us.
oh wells.

went to school.
and i nearly died.
i was sooooooooooo freaking tired i tell you.
but at the end of the i met mrs toh before she left school.
and guess what?!?!
she said our wr WAS MUCH MUCH MUCH better than the day before. (:
yay!!!!!! (:
finallyyy.

so after school i went tp to eat pasta mania with a few classmates.
skipped maths remedial.
heh.
wanted to eat katong laksa.
but then stupid brian had dont know what stomach not feeling well shit.
hahaha.
then home sweet home.

and i slept from 5pm till 1145pm. (:
soooo shiok.
but my stupid block have some lift upgrading then we had no electricity.
from 9am till 5pm.
lucky i wasnt home. heh.

hmm yesterday after seeing mrs toh for wr,
i went to tp with my group to print copies to edit.
saw shalom at the photocopying shop!
hahaha. happy birthday shalommmy.

then i was so freaking near dumm's house. like downstairs only la.
wth. wanted to go find him but he was still in school.
oh wells.

wednesday i went to look for him already! (:
hahah.
went to his house and he was doing his gp essay.
so i slept cause i was not supposed to disturb him.
then we went entertainment macs to study after that. (:

yupp okay.
i think im going to sleep again now.
byeee people! (:

2007-09-10T21:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAZHI TAY!!!
I LOVEEEE YOU! (:

school today. ):
oh wells.

AHHHHHHH.
promos are coming!!
oh my goshh. so stressed up.

the only thing good about school today is that it ended at 2pm.
and our latest day of the week would be 2pm! (:

daddy picked me up.
the weather is making me feel sick.
like so cold and all.

came home, ate, was supposed to go tp macs to study with jude and thaddeus.
but i had headache.
so i went to take a short nap at 4pm.
and i woke up at 7.30pm. ):
oops.

had dinner and here i am.

hmmm yesterday went to study with jude and shouzi at braddell macs.
met them at about 5pm. (:

then judyyy poo was so nice.
he brought me to botak jones for dinner.
well, the food is alright la.
not DAMN DAMN BLOODY GOOD la.
hahah.
but nice nice. (:

i made jude angry. ):
so he went home at about 8pm.
i waited for shouzi to be back from dinner.
studied till about 11pm.
then went to look for my dumdumbo.
boss and mrs boss sent. (:

took 57 home after that.
then came home, packed my stuff, bathed, and talked to jude until i fell asleep.
sorry i couldnt accompany you. ):

okay thats all.
alright im going offline!
tata.
<3

2007-09-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

DAMNN GOOOD. ((:

EVEN BETTER! (:

2007-09-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

1) to have a nice surprise birthday party (:
2) to love my dumdumbo well
3) a new phone...
4) do well for promos
5) be happy (:

Answer the following questions :

The person who was with you just now is?
jude wong yiliang (based on last night)

Your relationship with him/her is?
he's my sweet sweet dumdum.

Your 5 impressions of him/her?
smart
lovable
sexy
talented
funny
HAHA!

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
watch stars with me and take a long walk through bishan park.
bring me to phantom.
make a poster for me.
many many more..

The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
i cant remember. but it was something like "baby i think no one is prettier than you eh." randomly. haha. (:

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
he already is. i will love him la. what else.

If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
hmmm stop being angry with me so easily. I

f he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
he will never be my enemy laaa. (:

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
i dont know? i dont want to imagine anything like that.

The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
GIVE HIM A BIG BIG HUG!! (:

Your overall impression of him/her is?
he's a crazyyy boy.

How you think people around you will feel about you?
crazy. always high. (right char?) haha.

The character you love of yourself are?
psychiatrist. (: being patient and tolerant la i guess. but to a certain extent only.

On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
being irritating and unreasonable.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
ME. i love myself. (:

Pass this quiz to 10 persons. some will be repeated but who cares anyway?
1) jude wong yiliang
2) agnes ng shishi
3) charmaine lim jia hua
4) patricia lim hui min
5) emily ong i lin
6) meishan wong
7) angeline chong
8) kimberley han
9)vanessa lim
10) denis carol chun

Who is no.6 having relationship with?
clarence! (: her boyfriendddd.

Is no.9 a male or female?
Female

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no? we are close sisters okay. together as bestfriends, yes.

How about no.8 and 5?
NO!!! but they are both HOT.

What is no.2 studying about?
graduated.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
a few seconds ago. she just came over to my house.

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
not sure... it's been a long time since i met her. ):

Does no.1 has any siblings?
yupp! an older sis.

Will you woo no.3?
yes! she's my cousin though.. ooooh charmaine, would you be mine? hahahha.

Is no.4 single?
nope. (:

What's the surname of no.5?
ONG

What's the hobby of no.4?
shopping. she buys a lot of stuff.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
i dont know? they are not very close.

Where is no.2 studying at?
not studying anymore.. graduated. understand!?!??!

Talk something casually about no.1?
paul gilbert
guitar
yellowcard

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
it has always been there. i love my mei. (:

Where does no.9 live at?
toa payoh lor 1 blk 157.

What color does no.4 like?
green i think? i dont know. she likes many. black too.

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope. but they are both close to my heart.

Does no.7 likes no.2?
erm. they kinda dont know each other...

How do you get to know no.2?
she's my biological sister? such a dumb question.

Does no.1 have any pets?
nope. timothy maybe? haha.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
hmmm this is though. i dont know? maybe? (:

2007-09-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

went for 5pm novena yesterday!
then mass at risen christ at 6pm.
wahhh. felt soooo good and guilty at the same time.
it has been like forever since i went for mass. ):

went for dinner with jude shouzi mr and mrs boss.
haha.
we went bukit merah. so far la please.
well i had gastric before the food came. so when i ate it got worse. and i didnt eat much. ):
but the food was good. (:

after eating we went back to toapayoh.
to see sanpo's baby girl.
awww.
sooo cute.
haha. she's so small.
ya obviously right. five days old.
jude wanted to carry. i told him not to. too fragile la.
yupp. she dont have a name yet.
and she scratched her face until all red.
hahah. so cute la.

came home at about 11pm.
boss fetched.
jude came over for awhile.
then we both walked home together.
then i cabbed home again.
hahaha.
oh wells.
love.

hmmm i think i wanna go out to study.
staying at home is not productive.
yupp.
okayy.. shall go call jude and see what happens.
tata!
<3

oh wait.
friday night i watched some scary show late at night.
it's called cube2 and it's about some hypercube. some 4D cube thing la.
it was boring cause there were only a few actresses and it was always at the same place.
but it was interesting and freaky at the same time.
go watch!!!
but you might find it a waste of time la. cause like the ending so umm... ya.
haha.
then after that i still watch some supernatural show.
it was about this scarecrow.
i nearly died.
haha.
okay thats all.
bye.

2007-09-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

didnt go out to study in the end.
oh wells.
unforseen circumstances maybe?
sighh.

stayed home.
went mad.
me and my sister "fought".
and i started laughing.
blahblah.

guess what they are doing now?
eevonjiejie and jiejie are baking cupcakes.
they are mad.
all thanks to my ever so smart sis for surfing up on cupcakes.
oh wells.
at least i get to eat!!!
YUMMM.
what a pig.

oh one more thing.
): ): ):
my daddy is so mean.
i was about to leave the house to go to church for meeting.
and my daddy stopped me.
he scolded me. ):
and he dont allow me to go out!!
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$
i hate school!
i hate exams!
hmpf.

im going to get up early tomorrow morning ans sneak out of the house for session
yes i am.

alright.
tata!
<3

2007-09-07T15:23:00.000+08:00

stayed home yesterday.

went to j8 popular at about 8pm to get stuff then met dumdumbo.
he came over for dinner.
then went home to change and came back to study with me!
(:

slept at 3am plus plus.
woke up at 8am this morning to go eat beehoon.
hahaha.
not bad eh.
but soooo full!!

da-pao-ed for auntie jiejie and eevonjiejie.
(:
i came home and slept till 2pm. ):
day wasted.
ahhhhhh.

anyway im going out to study with dummy now.
tata!
<3

2007-09-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

helloooo! (:

yesterday i had geog lesson for one hour.

went to meet my dummy for awhile.

then home sweet home.

char came over to look for me.
then we went maddd.

actually I went mad.

i started singing 881 songs.

and ella ella a a a.
HAHA. all thanks to jude wong. make me and my sis laugh the night before.

DUA SIAAAAA. hahaha. chiwawa chiwawa.

under my umbrella ella ella a a a....

ji langggg ji puaaa.

then off to bishan library to study.
but it was full.

so we went mos in the end.

studied for about two hours.

then went to popular to get stuff.

and i forget to get my maths book!

ahhhh!

then went to supermarket to get coffee and batteries.

cause i apparently ate the "be nice pill" and i bought this monkey portable fan for my sister.

and it needs battery to operate.

and i bought a monkey handphone accessory.

yupp.

came home to have dinner.

then we studied for a while longer.

then jiejie came home to send char home. yeap!

today i stayed home the whole day.

my itunes screwed up! ):

oh wells.

met char at about 7pm ++.

went to penni to get black skinnies.

wah lao.

the shop didnt have the longer type.

and we look soooo you know what.
so i went to another shop to look for it.

and yeap!

we found nicer ones, non-stretchable and longer.

thank god char did get from the other shop.

same price but totally nicer. heh. (:

soooo happy.

then we went to hunt for char's funeral for a friend shirt.

all the shops sold out already.

so we look and look and look.

finally found.

she bought one muse and one funeral for a friend.

went toilet to try out the size.

perfect.

so we went back.

then i asked for fender.
they had two. one with just the fender word and the other with more designs. so i chose the latter.

muse. also had two. absolution and the "flying men" thats what i call.

char bought the flying men one first cause she didnt know there was another design.

so when she saw absolution, she changed it. haha.

and i got it too! (:

next time i might get flying men! cause it's quite nice too. (:

trained back to bishan.

char had dinner at macs.

then we studied one line of our texts and left for home.

my mummy sent her home.

i followed.

to get some bags for auntie to send back to philippines!

i cleared my cupboard.

haha.

im short of clothes now cause i gave almost everything.

well, thats because i dont really wear them anymore.

so whats the point of keeping right? heh.

alright.

im going to talk on the phone and study!!!!

bye!

2007-09-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

to my

dearest sugar coated, honey covered, rainbow coloured, marshmellow melted, chocolate dripping sweet loving thing. (:

i love you just the way you are
i love the way you get excited
i love the way you hold my hand
i love the way you give me a hug
i love the way you kiss me
i love the way you eat
i love the way you walk
i love the way you run
i love the way you whine
i love the way you pout
i love the way you sleep
i love the way you say youre hungry
i love the way you study and look so serious
i love the way you play your guitar and sing to me
i love the way you run after me when im angry
i love the way you tickle me
i love the way you play with my hair
i love the way you piggy back me
i love the way you let me lie on your shoulder or lap to sleep
i love the way you say i look good in my clothes
i love the way you say im sexy
i love the way you say im most beautiful
i love the way you call me baby
i love the way you whisper "i love you" into my ear

edited:
i love the way you lie on my lap and sleep like a baby
i love the way you watch stars with me

i love you jude micaiah wong yiliang (:

i just want you to trust me now,
that i am never ever letting you go.
i want to spend the rest of my life with you, loving you and being happy together.
we'll do this together alright? helping each other through the hardest times. okay?
this i promise you. (:
<3

2007-09-02T19:12:00.000+08:00

hello.
i woke up at about 1pm today.
soooo tired you know.
haha.
and then i ate meepok. my daddy bought.
watched tv and slacked.

anyways, yesterday i was home the whole day.
then left at 530pm to go for novena service.

met dumm at about 630pm after service.
and we trained down to cityhall.
then he brought me to some hotel....
for dinner la. HAHA.
we had korean BBQ steamboat buffet. (:

damn nice please. everything was fresh.
and the soup was fantabulous okay.
hahaha.

after that we went to esplanade to sit down and talk for awhile.
then 56 back to his house.

reached home at about 3am.
then sweet dreams.

alright. i got to go! (:
byeee.
<3

2007-09-01T13:33:00.000+08:00

hello happy teachers' day.

well cj celebration was really bad. and boring. gosh.

oh but this was what i did for laoshi on behalf of the class.

and the class signed the pillow!! (:

ij one was so so so much better. the decoration and all also damn nice. and there's aircon now!!

went back with some of the 4/3 2006 people.
i miss them. ):
i miss those times.

after talking to all the teachers, we went out to tp to have subway.
then after that me mandy cheong yow huiting shalom pepe and clarisse went town.
walked around for awhile.
grace was looking for her bikini.

we went to ps after awhile.
slacked, talked, then home sweet home.
i went home with huiting.

came home, bathed, and rushed out to meet char at amk hub.
ate macs and watched secret.
not bad ah. quite nice. (:
then home sweet home after that.

met ms ong at bishan mrt station.
asked her about alson. ):
he'll be cremated today.
rest in peace my friend. ):
dont forget about me alright.
cause i wont forget you.

okays. i got to go now.
tata.
<3

2007-08-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

hellooo.

had school till about 5pm today.

then went to town to meet my dumdumbo.

he wanted to get a present for his teacher.

yuppp.

shopped till seven plus then we went to take 143 back to tp.
and mrt to bishan.

he came to teach me my small angles.

but it's not in his syllabus so he dont know how to do.

oh wells.

but he's smart enough to do question 3!

just by reading the lecture examples.

so smart right?

i like. (:

then he left to go home for dinner. ):

haha.

but its okay. i love.

hmmm yesterday...

didnt have hockey training.

so i went out with the hockey girls!
well, not all.

only seven of us turned up.

oh wells.

we had fun.

me camille samhow met yiting yuling wanyin and yus a little later.

then when we reached fareast, they were done with chicken rice.

so the three of us had burger king.

hahaha.

and we bitched and bitched and bitched non-stop.

favourite past time huh.

i dont know how wanyin can talk so much.

she was the one doing all the talking please.

hahaha.

after an hour or so, we left to go galare to slack.

and we continued bitching.

wah lao.

wanyin is a pig ah.

she can talk non-stop.

but she also can EAT non-stop.

hahaha.

then... we camwhored! (:

then home sweet home.

alright.

i got badddd news today.

alson passed on. ):

oh wells. i broke down when natgay natchan wanli engloong confirmed it with me. ):

whatever it is, i wont forget that little monkey. ):

alright got to go do pw. tata.

2007-08-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

guess what are these??? (:

i guess only my dumdumbo knows. (:

2007-08-28T19:25:00.001+08:00

school today was borriiinngggg.

chem test was worse.
damn hard.
anyway ms teo said that the paper was not easy.
so oh wells.
i didnt study anyways.

daddy came to pick me up after school.
and then we went tp lorong 8 to buy fruits.
and then home sweet home.

i just had dinner.
and a little quarrell with my sister because my room was too messy.
wahhhhlaooooo.
so neat now. but who cares la. hiya.
but it does look better. at least.
oh wells.

alright. i got to go shower then do work then sleeeeep already.
damn damn damn tired.

cant wait to meet the hockey girls tomorrow after school.
since there is no more training, the girls are going out for lunch!! (:

and on fridayyyy.....
im going back to ijtp for teachers' day.
i misssss ij so so so so so much!
dumdumbo is going back to st. pats.
hahaha.
and he's meeting lornie.

today dumdumbo is superman and he wants me to be
si bai de man.
hahaha. so lame.

okay folks.
got to go.
tata!
<3

2007-08-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

helloo!!

hmmm friday was hockey's last training until october. (:
went home by 153 after training.
met dumm at beaty secondary to take 59 home. (:
he bought me my favourite baby biscuits. haha.

we had dinner.
then i bathed.
and before i could start doing my work... we both fell asleep at like 945pm.
hahaha.

woke up at about 12pm on saturday.
slacked around for awhile. ate lunch and then off to novena service.
dumm went home to bathe and change.

met him after service.
we went to cityhall.
guitar shopping at penni and bras basah sweelee.
then wanted to have early dinner at newyork newyork.
but we decided to save a little and eat carl's junior.
but then some nehneh was thinking about his yamaha.... so we settled at ps.

ate dinner at ps carl's then went yamaha.
walked around for awhile then we went over to paradiz centre.
for more guitar shopping. (:
then bought bread from cold storage and took 56 home.

came home, bathed and watched the rape of nanking.
wah lao.
damn bad la the japanese soldiers.
damn bad. really damn bad.
HATE them.

after that i did maths and he did his guitar research stuff.
went to sleep at about 3am.
(:

woke up at about 12pm today.
ate lunch.
bathe slacked.
and then jiejie and mummy came back from china!!
woohoo.
i've got two new bags, many many hair ties, necklaces, a few clothes and five pairs of shoes!!! (:
oh yes. and a new coach keychain.
heh.
so happy.

dumm left at about 4pm.
):
oh wells.
it's okay.
i've been with him for three days in a row.
(:
i love you babe!

alright.
got to go study econs now.
tata!
<3

2007-08-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

school ended early today!
at 2pm. (:
but i had maths till 3pm.

daddy picked me up half an hour later and i came home to SLEEP like a PIG.
woke up at 8pm.
hahaha.

just had dinner.
going to study now.
poor dumm was starving just now.
guess he's eating now. (:

oh man. daddy's going to china tomorrow to join mummy and jiejie.
actually, it's more of a business trip.
yupp.
so i have to come home on my own after hockey! ):

okay bye people.
<3

happy birthday jonong kor!!! :D

2007-08-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

hello.
just finished dinner and watching tv.

hmms.
school then hockey.
didnt do rounds cause ya. we just didnt. haha.
ended training at about 7pm.
friday's our last training until promos are over.

i love her. (:

oh man. i feel the stress. sigh.
alright shall study study study.
i dont wanna retain. ):

okay then. got to go bathe and do work.
mummy and jiejie's in china.
daddy joining them on friday.
oh wells.
i have to go school on my own on mondayyy. ):
haha. so spoilt.

alright tata!
<3

2007-08-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SEXY SEVENTEEN EUN!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY DANNY!

2007-08-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE!!! (:

school today.
ended at five.
had pe.
didnt bring my pe attire so i borrowed natgay's.
christi natgay natsoh went for the blood donation drive!
so brave.
hahaha.
oh there's a question about whether you had sex before. must be HIV risks. heh. so funny.
if more than one partner cannot donate eh. hahahaha.

home sweet home after pe.
daddy fetched.
i handed in my retreat form!!
not going!!
and i dont have to see brother paul cause im non-catholic. (:
good. i have my saturday!

came home, bathed, went for dinner at about 7pm with auntie.
i gave her a treat. (:
she had fish and chips.
i had meehoonkuay.
yupp.
then home.
here i am.

yesterday.
came home straight after school and fell asleep till 820pm.
got up. ate dinner, watched my 9pm show. finale.
did work and slept.
jiejie was disturbing me okay!
heh. but oh wells.
she's in china now!!! with mummy and the rest. hope they get me many many things! (:

alright.
i got to go do work.
tata!
<3

ps. im so addicted to pokemon.

so what are we now?

2007-08-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

went to do pw at tp just now.
till about 8pm.
then home sweet home.

i keep on playing pokemon la please.
sighh.
oh wells.

shit. i have a retreat this friday.
and i dont know whether i want to go.
actually i dont really want to.
cause it's like from friday 5pm till saturday 10pm eh.
wah lao.
who reflects so much.
and i doubt it will be better than IJ's.
HOW?!?! help me someone.
and the thing is that if i dont want to go i will have to see brother paul. i dont want.
SIGH.
but at the same time i want my saturdayyy. ):

anyway im watching LIVERPOOL vs chelsea now.
obvious which i want to win right? heh.
yupp.

alright.
tata.
<3

2007-08-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

helloooo.
wow it has been a week huh. alright.

tuesday.
school.
it ended at 4pm.
went to meet pat in town after chem.
then went to the dentist.
i have to extract two teeth on the top. ):
oh no. im scaredddd.
guess i will do it after promos cause i think it will hurt tooo much for me to take it.
yupp.
went to look for dum after that.
then home sweet home at about 8pm.

wednesday.
school. maths ca. i know how to do matrix!! (: hope its right.
i skipped training.
was too tired and all. headache.
so i went to yishun to meet dumm and go home together.
i cooked. (:
i had tomyum. he had kimchi. yupp.
then home sweet home at 8pm.
met daddy downstairs. oopsie. heh.

thursday.
went to get christi her birthday present.
then back to school to collect my achinese stuff for ca the next day. woah.
so troublesome.
so i caled daddy to pick me up. yupp. home sweet home.

friday.
chinese ca. aiya whatever la. its chinese what do you expect.
then went for hockey.
wah killer man.
the rain didnt help much.
we used the grand stand to do leg exercises. DAMN tiring i swear. five sets.
then after training went home, had dinner, wanted to go out but didnt in the end. stayed home.
all thanks to 56. it took ages to come.
read a bit of chem and fell asleep.

saturday.
woke up three times in the morning.
i think its the rain.
nice weather to sleep in so i keep going back to sleep.
i loveeee the rain.woke up at 11am ++, ate tomyum with jiejie then went to do a bit of chem then out.

went to novana for 4pm session. met alph and his girl. heh.
saw jojo too!
then met dumm.
he was so nice. he went to my house to take my ez-link. all thanks to the silly me. i forgot.
and travelling is damn ex la without the card. oh wells.

met him went to ps.
shopped around. went yamaha. had dinner at kopitiam. then off to cityhall cause we were bored.

suntec first. did sports shopping. then off to marina square.
wanted to watch 881. but the show time was too late.
so we went back to tp.

bought 1110pm tickets to 881.
we had about an hour to spare.
so we went home first.
changed and took jacket. and viewed the youtube soft.com video.
IT'S OUT IT'S OUT EVERYONE!!
COME ON WATCH IT! you wont regret.
damnnnn nice la the songs. it's no wonder why eric ng approached them. heh.

then went for the movie.
it was good. i liked it.
quite sad also. but nice. yupp.
cabbed home after that. home sweet home.

stayed home the entire morning.
wanted to wake up at 9am. but i cancelled my alarm.
so woke at 11am ++ instead.
alright. got to go now.
have pw to do later on.
tata!
<3

INTRODUCING....
HER LIQUOR!!

singer (:

canon(:

2007-08-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

helloooo.

school today. ):
i really hate the fifth level you know. i really do. ):
it's like so freaking HOTTT and it makes me sick. ):

anyway school ended at five today.
but i had geog test till six so ya.
ahhh so tiring.
before that was like pe!?!?! under the stupid hot sun.
i really nearly died. i wanted to cry please. ):
sooooo hot.
aiya i think its because i felt sick.
thanks to the FIFTH level. sighhh.

oh wells.
took 105 and 56 home.
had dinner and left my house to go look for dumm.
cabbed over because of some reason la... blah blah. you dont need to know. heh.

had a little bit of kung fu and then we took 57 to bishan.
from a different busstop. (:
hahaha. how cute right.

got down at interchange, went to ntuc because of some daddy wannabe.
and then home sweet home.

watched my commandos show and then bathed and then continued watching and here i am.
got to go off to study now.

TATA!
<3

i still love you silly :D

2007-08-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

just ate chicken rice.
oh mann. so full. such a big packet. wells.

met up with my pw group to research on ivf.
at nlb bugis.
we were done at about 12pm?
yeah.

made my way to tp.
slacked for awhile and went for session.
wah lao. the primary sixes are so act cool la please.
they didnt want to stand up. but they did la. in the end.

it was all praise and worship today.
felt good.
i miss church. i miss mass. ):
i havent gone for like a month or so. oh no... sinner!
):
wells, i will try to make it to church every week again. (:
god is great, all the time.
all the time, god is great! (: heh.

alright.
after session i felt so tired and frustrated so i called daddy to pick me up.
and yes he did! heh.
made it home quick and im feeling very sleepy now. after eating.

okay im going to sleep for awhile. night.
tata.
<3

2007-08-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey.
got home at 8pm and i just finished dinner not so long ago. (:

wells.
yesterday i stayed home the whole day.
tried to study. but didnt work.
oh ya. went j8 with daddy to get some stuff. (:

today.
woo hoo. had a really bad dream so i woke at 8am.
was too scared in the dream so ya.
then went back to sleep and i got up at 930am.

bathed, changed, slacked, ate early lunch at 1130am and went out.
went to novena for 1pm service.
and i did the dumbest thing. pressing the bell one stop earlier and i had to get down to walk!!! cause no one got down. haha.

after service i went to tp to meet dumm jon and ben.
after everyone came we left for somerset.
met wyna and christian there.

they performed at scape!!
so nice la wah lao. (:
by the way... they are called HER LIQUOR. remember it well okay everyone. heh. (:

and something sooooo cooolllll happened!!
guess what guess what?!?!?!?!
ERIC NG approached them okay!
talent spotted!!!
he said their songs were very happening and good. (:
and he wants samples to be sent it. cool?? cool RIGHTTT. hahaha.

WAIT. you know who eric ng is or not..
he is a very famous song writer and a producer and a director of some music firm la okay. COOL?
and he wrote songs for the latest local 881 show for ROYSTON.
okay. COOL enough?
hahahaha. so exciting please. (:

WELL DONE BABY! so proud of you.
you played well.
so did the others. (:

alright. that's all for today.
i got to go.
BYE!
<3

2007-08-09T17:26:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! (:

oh wells.
stayed home the whole day today. ):
BORINGGG.

monday.
school school school.
met dumm after school to go watch prison break.
he studied.
then home sweet home at about 8pm.

tuesday.
school ended at like 5pm.
daddy picked me up.
gonggong popo godmi char godpa gugu they all came over.
but i didnt see char. i was sleeping when she came. and when i woke, she went out.
oh wells.
had dinner, did maths and slept.
OH WAIT. this was the day my class moved up to the 5th level cause cheryl leong broke her leg.
i heard it was judo.
oh my gosh ah.
level five is so freaking hot please. my god. and its so freaking high la. we all have to climb up ten thousand steps everyday. shit!
if only someone from my class broke their leg. my little wound from hockey is USELESS!

yesterday, wednesday.
i had to wear the ugly apple green shirt la please.
and after washing still had the stupid pasam malam smell. yikes.
and my phone had a problem receiving messages la okay. wah lao.
anyway...
i went for mass in the morning.
then we had national day celebrations.
so boring.
the j2 skits were quite interesting though.
i liked the FIRSTBLOOD DOUBLEKILL KILLING SPREE one. heh. cool cool. (:

oh oh. and christi dont want to collect my maths homework. ):
i did it the night before. and then in the morning i forget to bring downstairs i went back up home to get okay. ):
hahah. in the end i left it under her table. yupp. (:
feels good to hand in something.

then after celebrations i went to tp with christi to eat.
after which we went to little india. i wanted to thread my brows. (:
we talked so so so much. (:
i love christi. heh.
then i went home and she went to meet her friends.

came home, slept, bathed, studied for awhile and went to meet dumm.
i had some stupid rashes thing all over both of my arms and i wanted to die. ):
sooooo freaking itchy!
we went to town. paragon to see crumpler, then toys r us and adidas.
then to heeren to shop for a little while.
then off to cityhall.
wanted to have dinner at newyork newyork.
but the freaking queue was soooo irritatingly long.
so we had dinner at marina square billy bombers.

and then i had to go watsons to buy the cream to solve my itching problem.
thanks sweets. i felt better.
off to tp.
went to dumm's house to slack at about 11pm.
left at 1am ++.
came home, bathed, applied the cream and slept.

woke up at 1 plus today. and here i am.
oh i had lou shi fun today. (:
alright i got to go study.
byeee people!
<3

oh yes.
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH VALERIE AND VANESSA!! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:
okay thats lame.
oh wells. who cares.

2007-08-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1130am.
had lunch.
mee pok. auntie bought.

watched tveee and wrote my diary.
havent updated since like forever.
last update was 1st july.
wth right.
hahaha.

went to char's house to see the baby!!!
his one month was on friday.
so cute please. gosh.

i left at five plus with auntie to come home to do work.
had dinner.
fried rice!!! yumm.
then watched tvee.
doing work now.

im going to shower and clean my wound again.
for the third time.
dettol hurts. ):
and im scared to go clean my wound. ):
HELPPP!

alright. got to go.
tata.
<3

2007-08-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

our wedding song. (:

ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE.

love, love, love
love, love, love
love, love, love.

there's nothing you can do that can't be done.
nothing you can sing that can't be sung.
nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
it's easy.

there's nothing you can make that can't be made.
no one you can save that can't be saved.
nothing you can do but you can learn how to be in time
it's easy.

all you need is love, all you need is love
all you need is love, love, love is all you need.

love, love, love
love, love, love
love, love, love.

all you need is love, all you need is love
all you need is love, love, love is all you need.

there's nothing you can know that isn't known.
nothing you can see that isn't shown.
nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.
it's easy.

all you need is love, all you need is love
all you need is love, love, love is all you need.
all you need is love (all together now)
all you need is love (everybody)
all you need is love, love, love is all you need.

love is all you need...love is all you need...love is all you need...

2007-08-04T21:18:00.000+08:00

we drive tonight
and you are by my side
we're talking about our lives
like we've known each other forever

time flies by
with the sound of your voice
it's close to paradise
with the end surely near

and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you
and never let go
i'll never let go

as we round the corner to your house
you turn to me and said
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."

and i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue
and accept someday, somehow
as our words that we'll hang from

and i
i don't wanna speak these words
'cause i
i don't wanna make things any worse

why does tonight have to end?
why dont we hit restart
and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes

if i had it my way
i'd turn the car around
and run away
just you and i

and i
i don't wanna speak these words
'cause i
i don't wanna make things any worse

2007-08-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
went to have dinner with pat pris char jx.
fish & co. again. oh wells.
gave pat and jh their loveeeely present me and char made.
oh jh didnt come.
she has fever. ):
get well soon babe.

they wanted to look at simpsons shirts.
so i left first to go meet dummm.
slacked and collected shin pads and my water bottle.
yupp.

today.
rushed home.
bathed changed and rushed to go tampines to meet the hockey girls.
we had a match against tp hockey team. (:

ate macs for breakfast.
and i was damn damn full please.
hahahaha.
and i had stomach all thanks to the milo.
but my meal was $5.30.
yuling bought the burger with hashbrown with no drink and its $5.10.
camille worse. one burger for $2 ++.
hahaha. so stupid!!!!
(:

anyway, we went over to tp.
guys played first.
then girls.
then guys then girls then guys then girls again.
guys lost 3-0. girls lost 1-0.

it was funnn. but pressurising.
i played right back.
and i fell.
):
scraped below my knee... ):
damn pain please.
then camille asked me to wash it.
but i didnt want to.
so she just took my water bottle and sprayed water on the wound.
WTH.
i screamed and i nearly died. damn pain please. some more my water was heated up under the sun.
but its all good. (:

anyways, me wanyin evadne yuling yus fiona yiting went to have pasta mania at tampines mall.
then after eating we had our favourite gossip session.
and then i went off to get the new yellowcard cd for dumm. (:

left tampines for novena.
to go novena church for service.
missed the 4pm one so i went for the 5pm one.
yupp. i kneeled on one knee. ):

my phone died this morning.
so i felt handicapped. no one could contact me and i cannot contact no one.
soooooo...
i made my way to dumm's house to pass him the cd.
and i met his mummy on 232. haha.
she bought dinner for him.

after passing the cd i left for home.
waited for 20 minutes for 57 to come.

then home sweet home.
BATHED and NEARLY DIED.
the wound stung like hell okay.
and after bathing i had to clean it up with dettol. ahhhh. nearly died.
applied yellowcream. put plaster.
all good now.
but not till tomorrow when i bathe again. ):
oh wells.
no pain. no gain. hahaha.

okay then i got to go do work.
tomorrow have to go nlb for pw.
hopefully i get to go out. heh.

alright.
study hard folks.
Alevel people. especially pris and dumm.

byeeee.
love. (:

2007-08-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

hello all.

three freaking hours of pw today.
lucky we had 45minutes of break. (:
then we had gp mock exam after that.
AQ was screwed once again. ):
oh wells.

went to town after school for lunch.
i didnt really like my food though.
yupp.
then went mango and topshop with lizzy and phebe.
and 132-ed back to school.
for cca.

hockey.
ran 8 rounds.
ran backwards at the last few metres for each alternate round.
and i nearly died. that was so tiring please.
heh.
but i completed. (:

then coach came.
did drills.
quite fun. (:
but i got hit three times today.
and i have a blue black at my shin. ):

talked and bitched with the hockey girls till about 730pm.
left for home.
met huiting downstairs my house to pass her gym tickets.
then home sweet home.

had dinner, bathed, tv-ed.
and here i am.

alright i got to go do work now.
have econs test tomorrow and i havent studied.
well done.
alright tata. (:
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